Reflection

I am back in America now. I know I have not written in a while but it was due to my own weird inability to commit. This was a blog made mostly for me and I know some may read it but this is me. I will not hide who I am anymore or I will persist on trying.

I have crazy anxiety that I never noticed I had until recently. I become fearful instantly. I leave my door and feel somehow out of place. I have been trying to rid my fears but I think what I need to do is just live with it. When I do I face the fear.

I have dreams that I want to reach. I want so much but I stop myself all the time. I know I have the potential but at the same time I doubt and doubt. I cannot anymore I must just do. Take the action because I have what it takes. We all do.